MIA

i got the feeling to go on MIA for a moment. i felt like as if there's no one that i can trust. no one at all...

who is saying the truth, who is cheating, who if bluffing, who is lying... i really dont know how to judge.

if one really wants to lie to u, whatever u do, they'll still lie. there's nothing u can do about it.

why someone can just tell u something bad about the other, but end up, they still act buddies when they go out? why one rather believe gossips and rumours instead of coming forward to the exact person and discover the actual truth? where are all these real people? is there such thing as real people??

maybe i'm in no position to say things like this because i myself did not come out and ask the actual person for the truth and just believed the rumours.

time to leave misheru behind. leaving wat is the past as the past. i thought i could keep myself standing strong as it is, at the same time still keeping my own stuffs like my FS, FB, blog, emails, msn... etc etc... but up till now. i still cant leave things behind.

i'll be goin on MIA. only a few of u will be able to contact me as my number will not be changed. as for cyber space. i'll still be blogging else where. emails... still thinking of changing it or not.